Please

[Dusk/Dorothy]

I originally resigned because I thought it was for the good of my mental health. I was wrong, even since I resigned the state my my mind and mental health has deteriorated very badly. Today, I’ve finally snapped and I couldn’t handle it anymore. I was so close to just end it all, but I managed to keep myself from doing so. I regret leaving my position as XO, abandoning the regiment I pledge my loyalty to, I regret leaving my GM position, I regret what I have done. It doesn’t matter if I get XO back, it doesn’t matter if I do get GM back, it doesn’t even matter if I have to wait another year to wait for my own custom model. Despite working with hard for some of these things, I don’t care anymore. I just wanted to come back, I just wanted to not suffer anymore. As I’m typing this, I’m now sit here stuck in a two week quarantine, shaking and beyond terrified. I’m sorry, I’m sorry for everyone that I acted so rude towards or looked down upon. I just couldn’t hold this in anymore, I needed to let it out, I’m sorry, please forgive me

 

[Flare]

Remember my guy, we're here for you if you need it.

 

[Janie]

Pretty sure PR will be around for a while and, if not, we're all still here individually. You're still an "honorary member" at the very least so you'll always be part of the community. You never have to suffer in silence or on your own.